Dear future husband

Dear future husband,

a life with me won't be easy
past trauma has taught me to guard my heart

I talk back and I stand up for myself
my feelings are easily hurt

I overthink everything
often believing the worst case scenario

I'll need you to be straight forward and honest with me, because people in my past proved to be deceitful and untrustworthy

I'll need constant reassurance of your love towards words, but more importantly, through actions

I'm still learning to love myself.. to see myself the way that God sees me

I fight the voices inside my head each day that tell me I'm not enough

I fight anxiety and depression. Some days I fight just to get out of bed..

but, I'm a fighter.

I'll fight for your love, and for your heart. I'll never quit on you

I promise to love you with every beat of my heart
I promise to put God first in our relationship 
I promise to push you out of your comfort zone and closer to God

suited perfectly
for eternity
me and you.