Keajaiban MAGIC SHOP
Hi there! Long time no see.
It's midnight.. I just wanna share my feeling right now.
You know magic shop? A song by BTS, that's a great song. U must listen to it. The lyrics is so beautiful. If I listen to it while reading the lyrics, I'll cry quickly.
I think everyone need Magic Shop in their life, especially me. Yeah, I hope I have a Magic Shop in my real life.
They're right. I'm hesitating right now. Even if I say the truth, even if I tell someone, In the end it will all return as scars.
They're right. I don't need anything like "keep strong" and cheering me up because that's cliche.
So I let them tell their story.
What do I think? Wow, that's a great story. Of course that miracle isn't miracle, 'cause that's the result of your hard work boys. I'm happy to know that we make it together, that you believe in our galaxy. U want to hear my melody? Me too, I really want it more than anyone.
At the end of their despair they found ARMY as the reason to standing at the edge of the cliff. So, what is my own reason? when I'm on the edge of my despair. They? I'm sorry, that's not enough, because even they don't know that I live with my name in this huge world.
On days where I hate myself for being me, on days where I want to disappear forever. They're right, I often through it.
So, like they said. I close my eyes. I try to make a door in my mind. I go through that door, trust them that this place will wait for me and console me. Drinking a warm cup of tea. Looking up the galaxy. I'll be okay in this Magic Shop. I talk to myself "I'll be okay, I'll be okay, I'll be okay". But then, tears fall down..
They've shown me.
Like a rose when blooming, like cherry blossoms when being scattered in the wind, like morning glory when fading, like that beautiful moment. I always want to be the best. That's why I was impatient and anxious. Comparing myself to others became my daily life. My greed that used to be a weapon became a shackle and a leash. But looking back on it now, truthfully. I feel like it’s not true that I wanted to be the best. I just wanted to take my sadness and pain away.
Yes, of course I will believe them that everything felt fearful to them too. All of the true feelings, the remaining time. And I know, like they said that all of my answers are in this place that I found in my galaxy, in my mind. But why do I keep denying it?
I found them, I recognized them. So, I want to find the galaxy that’s inside of me too. I want to show them too, and I will.
They gave me the best of them, and I gave them the best of me.
Then, when will I can give me the best of me?
It's midnight.. I just wanna share my feeling right now.
You know magic shop? A song by BTS, that's a great song. U must listen to it. The lyrics is so beautiful. If I listen to it while reading the lyrics, I'll cry quickly.
I think everyone need Magic Shop in their life, especially me. Yeah, I hope I have a Magic Shop in my real life.
They're right. I'm hesitating right now. Even if I say the truth, even if I tell someone, In the end it will all return as scars.
They're right. I don't need anything like "keep strong" and cheering me up because that's cliche.
So I let them tell their story.
What do I think? Wow, that's a great story. Of course that miracle isn't miracle, 'cause that's the result of your hard work boys. I'm happy to know that we make it together, that you believe in our galaxy. U want to hear my melody? Me too, I really want it more than anyone.
On days where I hate myself for being me, on days where I want to disappear forever. They're right, I often through it.
So, like they said. I close my eyes. I try to make a door in my mind. I go through that door, trust them that this place will wait for me and console me. Drinking a warm cup of tea. Looking up the galaxy. I'll be okay in this Magic Shop. I talk to myself "I'll be okay, I'll be okay, I'll be okay". But then, tears fall down..
They've shown me.
Like a rose when blooming, like cherry blossoms when being scattered in the wind, like morning glory when fading, like that beautiful moment. I always want to be the best. That's why I was impatient and anxious. Comparing myself to others became my daily life. My greed that used to be a weapon became a shackle and a leash. But looking back on it now, truthfully. I feel like it’s not true that I wanted to be the best. I just wanted to take my sadness and pain away.
Yes, of course I will believe them that everything felt fearful to them too. All of the true feelings, the remaining time. And I know, like they said that all of my answers are in this place that I found in my galaxy, in my mind. But why do I keep denying it?
I found them, I recognized them. So, I want to find the galaxy that’s inside of me too. I want to show them too, and I will.
They gave me the best of them, and I gave them the best of me.
Then, when will I can give me the best of me?
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