CONFESSION

I want to confess something. The worst thing in my life.

I have ruined myself. To be more terrible than you ever thought.

I think it started when I felt I was not in the right place three years ago, at that time I thought that I had the wrong choice.

I didn't feel fit with everything. So, I tried to ask some people, and they said it was because they were lucky to get the right place (people). Then, I feel tricked by fate.

When I felt all sick.. I found them. I'm in love and happy. It was like I had my own world with them, and didn't care about what people were doing out there.

Initially all went well, they became my 'vitamin' when I got fed up with everything. They cheered me up.. literally indirectly.

Until one day I found something more interesting, someone introduced it to me. But maybe the timing was wrong.

I went too far and deeper.. deeper.. deeper.. then I fell.

I tried to get back up but then I fell again, so again and again. of course this affects my whole life.

It's all messed up now.. worse than before I knew them, three years ago.