Let it flow?

Beruntunglah mereka yang tahu apa yang ingin mereka lakukan.

Setidaknya, mereka tidak berlayar tanpa tujuan, perlahan namun pasti.

Sedang engkau..

Hanya mengayuh dengan giat

tapi entah kemana ?

Aku ingin terbang.. Tapi kemana?

Aku ingin terbang.. Tapi bagaimana?

Aku ingin terbang..

Take it slow and just let it flow

Someone tell me.

But it's hard for me

Cs it's about my future

I must choose, now.

Maybe.. the problem is

The fact that my anxiety is higher than my grades

What should I do with that?

Mom, dad. Im so sorry for being like this

I can't find anything in myself

It's full of everything so I can't find the right answer

Who knows the right answer? No one, except Allah

Mom, dad

Do I have to follow your wishes and suggestions?

But I ask myself again, is this what I want? I don't know

So, I try find something in myself

But I ask myself again, is this going to be okay?

Sorry to be a coward

But I won't give up

I must get up

Would I give up just because of confusion? No, of course not

It's okay Erfa

Allah know better than you

But still you have to choose your way

That is the mercy God has given us

Why am I hard to make a decision?

Unstable people

I remember when I bought something, I often had trouble choosing

In the end someone picked it for me, and the result? I'm disappointed or I'm satisfied

Or sometimes I choose by myself with full of consideration, and the result? I'm satisfied or I'm disappointed

I just figured out that it was hard to decide that would overwhelm me and make my life a litte bit messy

Even when I buy food in the school cafeteria, just candy .. I'm often confused

Because it's about my future

I'm more confuse

I'm fear 

often wonder how I'll be in the future?

I don't want to this way all the time

I must have principles. I have to be confident. I should be proud. I have to believe in myself

Even now I was worried about how I would choose my future husband? I wish I could, I must.

Down to earth

Be grateful

Be patient

Allah's desteny is the best for us

It's okay

everyone has advantages and disadvantages

Allah has created us like this, never mind. As long as we want to keep improving ourselves everyday and every second try to get better

Don't let us be weak by ourselves

Everything will come back to Allah, this world is only temporary .. there is an eternal life that we must prepare

Lahaula wa la kuata ilabillah